Friday, August 29, 2014


Today I met two polar opposite casting directors for 

NY Fashion Week castings. 

ONE that was so in love with my look and vibe that she even invited me to a SECOND casting for another brand she was holding last minute. 

And ONE that told me I shouldnt even be in the mens 


I was an embarrassment to her casting, 

and to leave immediately--- 

no walk, no handshake, not even the opp to stand up. 

Just like that. Done.

You know how I feel at the end of day with extremes like


Fucking awesome. 

Look in the end Im focusing on the NOW and the 

FUTURE. That woman who rejected me... she rejectED 

me. In the past. She left me behind and I left her behind 

the minute I walked out of the building. But this other 

person, shes a part of my NOW... and hopefully a part of 

my future.

We can't let our fears of being unloved prevent us from 

loving ourselves.

Keep looking forward and side to side--- but never look 



  1. You have the best perspective, Rain...winnng!

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  3. OMG I so love this! Totally freaking awesome. <3

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  5. What's not to love about this cat saturated blog?!?!?!

  6. What's not to love about this cat saturated blog?!?!?!

  7. I like your approach, philosophy, and perspective towards life. You have only one life and you have to live it to the fullest. Just be yourself and enjoy!